Hello , fcukers.

Thursday, May 13, 2010 •

& zairul blogged at 11:25 PM

Hey, lovely readers.

See that picture up there? Yes, MIA.

I'll be going missing for this few weeks. Not missing in fact, I'll be not using this blog anymore.

So, people find out yourself what's my new blog alright?

I'm leaving this sad blog. Well, it's all about my upset life.

I guess fuck the past kiss the future.

I wanna live my life to the fullest. For now I have my own quote of life.

"Life is not a fame but, karma is my game."

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& zairul blogged at 7:32 AM

Letting you go is hard cause my love for you is getting stronger each day ♥

Heard the news, kinda saddens me.

Stop pushing the blame on him all the way. It's the girl's fault too! If she didn't did all those dirty things, he wouldn't have beat her up & be in this condition.

Nevermind, I do not wanna get involve or whatsoever but to the owners of the video.

Please delete the video & stop gossiping & tearing his image down. Let the court handle it.

You only heard one side of the story, what about the other? So stop hating him, I know it's wrong to hit a girl but when I heard what the girl did. I swear I feel like punching the girl's face myself but "you have a mouth, you can just talk to her". Well true, he shouldn't have just beat her up. Damn, I just hope his fine. Whatever it is boy, your closest friend is still there for you even mine. They won't leave you especially her [ my ecstasy ]. Just be strong aites? Even though I don't even know you. I know what you've been going through & I feel you. Just accept what happen & ignore the gossips. Let them say what they wanna say, their mouths not ours. We can't do anything. Well, all the best aites?

Anyway, guess what? I got prohibition by Singapore Children Society [ SCS ], well not exactly a prohibition. Need to obey their rules which is:

No breaking the laws

Be back before your curfew time which is before 8pm

Attend to school punctually & obey all the school rules

Attend all counselling session & activities from the SCS

If I break one of the rules, I would be send to boys home. But if my condition is good within a month, they'll increase my curfew a lil late. If I obey their rules til a few months. I can stay with my grandmother instead of my parents & my parents cannot do anything about it.
Well hoping I won't break any rules and for now, I would stay with home or be back before 8pm. I'm so afraid that I'll break the curfew time. Whatever it is, I wanna pass this contract cause I wanna stay with my granny cause I love her a lot & she love me a lot too.
Whatever happens, she is always there for me & I felt her every love. Didn't expect someone to love me like this & I love her more than I love my parents.
Change topic, hate this talk. Making me stress!!
Well, got to go school. Bye !!

Dream guy, wish I could spent all my time with you but I feel like I'm in a cage now.
Hoping you'll be okay. Love you alot.

Labels: SCS

Sunday, May 9, 2010 •

& zairul blogged at 7:28 PM

If you always tell the truth, you will never have to remember anything

Yesterday

Waited for them for more than 1 hour 30mins at Woodlands MRT Station aftr going to Dance lesson at Simei. So tiring & sweaty, I was kinda giddy due to not having any ciggy. So pissed, planning to slack with Fir .elfie, Feeza .tipsy, Wani & Lilly .lee. Oh gosh, seksa siaa waited.
Anyway, walk around at CWP then suddenly saw Lilly & quickly gave her a big hug. Hee~
Well,spend time with her not long as she got to go to Admiraly & go shopping. Damn betol!
So waited til around 8++ then Feeza arrived first followed by Elfie. Then we talk crap well most of th time Elfie was th one who talk crappy. Haha, not needed ehk about th shit thing..

So we got to meet Lilly & Eeza which is her sister at 888. Urgh!! So went there. Reached & give Lilly a big hug again, miss her. Haha,padahal tadhy dah jumpe, alaaa.. Kate ecstasy mahhh,addicted lah siaa. Heh, aniway then someone want ciggy then gave her lorh. Well she was like touching Elfie & it kinda pisses me off. Well chill.. Im a chill guy, patient is th key my boy. Heh~ As i was saying, feeza & lilly went to 7-eleven. Then suddenly, whoaaa. We're gonna get emotional baby! Haha, so we went to one BLK. Drag, then Elfie wanted to try. Then he drag..

Then.. Uh'oh.. Heyy everybody , study well aites!! haha, so Feeza hold Elfie while Eeza hold me. Me & Elfie like talking crap shit. Omg, so embarrassed but th good thing is I get to dance my energy out & I sweat like pig siaa but th bad & most embarrassing thing is I was being emotional. Ohh I hate tht part, it makes my emotional out. I couldnt control my emotions. Taik! So embarrassed. So we went slacking at one BLK with Eeza & her friend & with Feeza. So went there & sat with Elfie alone at one corner... Aftr a few mins...

So we went to Yishun chnge of plan, toning thr... Slack with Elfie at this so silent BLK. So scary, kept jerking when I saw something but thank god Elfie was there. Feel so safe.
Slack there til 7++ & I feel so bad cause Elfie was so tired. Omg, I feel like hugging him so tightly! Haha fake! Anyway, went up to feeza crib & guess what, she got told us that aftr one hour txt her but me & Elfie forgot all about it. Standard, leo got STM [short term memory] maaa. Heh~
So accompany Elfie to th bus stop, then he went back home.

I got home & boom.. Snore*
Sorry for th short post, I don't wanna talk more..
A lil privacy is needed yea & I don't wanna type some of th things tht did happen as I dont wanna get emotional cause if i do, evrything will came out here.
Well, when I create a new blog, then all th secrets will be there aites?(:
Bye honeybees.

My love for you is so deep but
I got to let you go as I'm not the guy that you deserve
& I can see that you love someone else.
I'm happy for you that you're always smiling with the person you love now.
Hoping he will take good care of your feelings...
Whoever he is, he is so lucky to get you.

If you're mine,
I'll always love you more than anyone elses that have loved you before.
If one of the bites I gave you left with a lovemark.
That shows that I have feelings for you & that is 3 words & 1 meaning, I love you..