Monday, February 22, 2010 •
& zairul blogged at 7:48 AM
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew
First teardrop . yea , click it . read it ... yea those werds above, its for you . Syakirchner , tht post is so heartbreaking , cant blieve tht it ends . i thought you guyz will last long but i guess i was wrong . it makes me smile when i see you guys together , sweet , touched . but turns out red rose turns black . dead . sigh*
i know youre thinking tht why am i like sucha busybody fella
yea i knw,wtf . sorry if i post this . so heartbreaking .
zairul , this is love . you knw tht right ?
yea ,
i wanna taste love ,
i wanna feel pain ,
i wanna cry missing him & kept sayin' his name ,
it makes me feel so alive .
But its hard when looks is wht they're looking for most .
using like a toy then threw him when he's satisfied .
yea , it bleeds .
Q:experience all this ?
Ans:thts a yes .
Q:list it down on based on what you've have experience tht is so heartbreaking in relationships
Ans:
- slap,choke,poke in th head,push a couple of times .
- being used like a toy,forced .
- taste someone elses tongue behind me , he confess .
- makin' love with his ex-partner , he confess .
- tears rolling , i dont give a fuck if you cried & he walks off
- your face could make a mirror broke , he shouted .
- harsh werds thts wht he gave
- promises he wrote it in a paper & he burns it .
still i believe that love can make me smile . i dont know why , even though what have happened in th current relationship . wont admit tht he was mine . if asked,just said nvr got one before & smile . forgetten th sweet memories . have thrown them into th sea , let th tears out at th side of th beach . done ? i guess not , wanna drink . wanna dance . wanna get drunk . ruined life ? yes , my life is ruin . bitchy attitude ? yea , i guess i got one & i wana chnge , slowly . takes time .
i guess ive done wht it need to be said .
Farewell,
Zairul .karma
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