It's been a week since i didnt came to school . attendance is getting worse & this year is 'N' Level year & i can just waste my time sitting at home feeling so sad coz of love ? ohh zairul , come on .
youre strong , you can go thru anything . stop with all this nonscence . sigh*
i'll go to school but still i wont smile in th inside . yea im smiling alright , on the outside . what about deep deep in my heart ? do you know how i really felt deep deep inside ? yea im crying , hurt .


missing my loveee , Yidah Twinny , Farna , Din , Feeza tipsy b. & Echa Bonchet . i wanna hug you guyz tightly .. i wanna cry on your shoulder , i wanna spend time w you guys .
but things turn out differently when someone else is in the way [ if you know what i mean ]


i wanna be at th side of the beach , crying . throwing all th bad memories into th sea .
letting out all my feelings . I wanna drink . get drunk so that all my feelings will get out & not hide in this aching heart of mine . I wanna cry on someone shoulder right now .
i wanna be loved , I wanna get a sincere warmth hug . I want someone to hold my hand & not letting me go , sticking with me thru th pain tht im going thru right now .
i wanna taste your tongue , i wanna taste love .


Love ...
i wanna feel it ,
i wanna feel pain ,
i wanna feel th taste of it ,
i wanna feel th hug ,
i wanna taste th sweet cherriness of your lips ,
i wanna fall right into your arms .


i guess its impossible for my wish to come true ... goodbye , will type again ... soon ....

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