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Thursday, February 25, 2010 •

& zairul blogged at 10:30 AM






I'm sick & tired of being with tears , nothing changes . today I've got an appointment with a specialist , X-Ray my heart , but what i have no money to pay it & I need to go & X-Ray both my legs in the hospital as they couldnt find anything tht makes my leg so in pain at poly .
So hurt when i ask my dad to bring me to th hospital for my check-up & he just say that he has no money , & just postponed it to another date & thats th only thing he said . He dont have the initative to call th hospital & ask if can use CPF or medisave . whathell , what kind of dad are you ... worst still , my grandma ... sleepover to her crib , woke up & she ask , wanna go to th hosp anot ? then i nodded but then she say she got no money & we couldnt ask for home bill or even ask for help . wtf ? wasted one day not gg to sch . so stress with my family that i couldnt control & tears started rolling , seriously i feel like no one gives a fcuk bout me & that really shatters my heart ...
I think even if i die my dad couldnt even afford to buy a graveyard just for me & he would just say maybe when i got th money i'll buy for him . whathell uhk ...


stress,depress,heartbroken,disappointed,fcuked-up,whatever .

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