Thursday, December 24, 2009 •
& zairul blogged at 6:19 PM
Now i understand th real thing tht happened . Sry Yidah & Farna fer typing th previous post . Yea his a jerk , Luv u guyz alwaez .
Yidah, my fav. twin tht ive promise myself to alwaez make her smille .
Farna, my crazy & wild beb tht is alwaez open fer a listening ear, really treat her lyk a sister ^^
Stars
My life is so complicated & quite challenging & I knw tht this is all a test frm god .
really appreciate th ppl tht is around me,cares fer me & is thr fer me wen i gt probs . I nvr expected someone to be thr fer me tht much . Im really touched . Tears rolled down my cheek wen i think back wht this ppl have done fer me . I cant believe tht someone or some ppl cares fer me , Im really2 touched .
Feeza, wild & crazy gerl, th gerl whos attitude lyk a bitch but i dont give a fcuk coz she's my bitch & she's alwaez thr fer me wen im down . Juz lyk she said, I still remember th werds , " Im alwaez gona be thr fer u " . Th gerl tht alwaez makes me lmdo [[ laugh my dick off ]] . she understands how i feel, will help me wen i needed help & would alwaez fcuk tht person off if he/she makes me hurt,mad or whateva . Lyk i said, she's alwaez thr fer me .
Kak Dydy, fav. cuzzi, th gerl who will alwaez listen to my probs & will try her best to help .
She alwaez makes me laugh & tells me to b strong no matter what . She's so funny & random esp w her "righhhttt" .. Haha , it's so funny th way she said it . She really understands me & knws wht im going through [[ same as Feeza :) ]] . She's alwaez thr fer me & is open fer a listening ear .
Wen i got prob, i'll alwaez give her a call . Den she will give me some advices .
Thanks sis, u really help me alot ^^
Yidah, one & only fav twin ^^, th gerl who alwaez lhho [[ laugh her head off ]] even if th jokes arent funny . Wht makes me smile is a smile on her face & her laughter . She alwaez makes me feel lyk im in th crowd & not makin me feel left out . Wen im down, she cheers me up .
We f alot in common !!! ... Well sort of ?
smtyms i kinda lyk her favs. Lyk british, i kinda find it cool . Lyk seriously . ^^
Ohhh,&& u knw y i call her my twin [[ which she is !!! ]] coz our faces look so alike !! duhhh !! thts why she's my twin in th first place ! aiyo ! why am i so dumb ! =.= ooohhhooohh !! N th best part is, smtyms wht she's thinking is wht im thinking . Get it ?! haha, so rare !! &&& we smtyms saes "OH - MY - GAWWD !!!" togethergether ya knw !
haha, ppl will lyk stare at us one kind XD .
KAE ZAIRUL ! Chill ... Breathe in ... Breathe out ... *phew
I really2 luv her & i've promise myself to take care of her, no matter what . Feel calm & happy whenever she's w me, dk why ... i guess ... it meant to be tht way .
Farna, innocent shawty ot inside . But ot outside, fuuulerrrmak !! wild gilerh siol !! :P
haha,she's th gerl tht alwaez makes me laugh fer no reason esp w her "doll" .
haha, i cnnt imagine how her face looks lyk . Its too funny !haha, i really respect her lyk a sister . She alwaez gimme advice wen idk wht to do & it really helps alot ^^
She smytms fcuk someone up wen tht fella is in my way [ you knw who right ]
thanks, really appreciate it .
Kak Zyzy, fav. sis, th gerl who alwaez gives me advice & kept nagging at me . Yea i knw, coz u care fer me thts y u scolded me . Im growin up & i knw u are tryin ur best to understand me . Pls, i cnnt promise anyth coz i knw its impossible fer ppl to keep their promises , i dn wanna promise coz i knw somehow i'll break my promise & you'll b hurt & disappointed . I wont promise but i will try my best kaes ? i wont think tht you'll hate me . PLS !! evry1 have diff attitude .
Doesnt mean if tht lil boi gt scolded by his mum then he hate her then u scold me then i hate u .
No, ure wrong . evrybody have diff attutide & diff mindset .
I understand if ppl scold me,they have their reasons & th reason is tht they care fer me,unless u scold me fer no reason den tht one something wrong alr . I knw whats right & whats wrong, i wont quit sch i can promise u tht . You knw teens lyk me how rite ? I knw u did all this coz u care fer me & i really appreciate it alot . thnks kak, fer ur care & concern .
Syai, a friend, th guy who is at LA & dk WHEN TH FCUK HIS GG BACK TO S'PORE !! COME ON SYAI !! COME BACK !! MISS U DOOD !! PANTAT NYE JANTAN !! WHT U WANNA TELL ME !! COME ON, COME BACK !! FEEZA MISS U !! I MISS U !! URGH !! IF U WONT COME BACK ! ... I'LL ... I WNT TALK TO U !! U READ THT !! alaa, whts th use ..
This ang moh wont come back,phatetic tol . & FYI I MISS SOMEONE THT YOU KNW ! DK WHY I WAS LOVESICK COZ OF THT SOMEONE !! & DK WHY I DREAMNT OF THT FELLA, & I KNW THT FELLA IS THE SOMEONE U KNOW !! SO RANDOM SAK !! &&& U DK WHT I SAID TO FEEZA & WHT I DID !!!
haha, sooooo funny . she thinks im crazy ! haha, idk if you knw or not, but if you dont ,go call her,she'll tell you frm once upon a time til he live lovesickly ever aftr . THE END ^^
Frah, fav. cuzzi, th gerl who is so wild & crazy . haha, alwaez makes me laugh & is fun to be with wen it comes to sleeping late .
Frah, fav. cuzzi, th gerl who is so wild & crazy . haha, alwaez makes me laugh & is fun to be with wen it comes to sleeping late .
She will hear my probs & will gave me advices, She's swit, pretty & kind inside out . You knw how rare to find ppl whos beautiful inside out ? Well she used to be a hypocrite, along w her adek Sham . But they've chnge aftr tht . Thnks fer th care & concern tht u gave me . appreciate it alot .
Fyzz, fav. cuzzi, th guy who luvs to sing . Mat Jiwang OI !!! haha, he cheers me up w his song & smtyms by foolin around, u should see fer yourself . Haha,hilarious siol !! thnks fer cheerin me up alwaez ^^ appreciate it loads ... Oh & thnks fer th saps haha (:
Mama [ Feeza's mom ], fav. mama, th cute plum mama who is so happening . She alwaez gaves me advice wen im stuck in a situation . Her cute bby attitude makes me smile & laugh . She cares fer me lyk im her flesh & blood & i really treat her lyk she's my mum .
She is alwaez open fer a listening ear .
thnks mama, fer everyth (:
Ohh & mama ... Cn i b ur boi ? Zai nk jady mama's boi . Haha, tkla !!!
All this are th ppl around me, th ppl tht is thr fer me & th ppl tht cares fer me .
They're th stars around me protecting me frm darkness, th stars tht brightened my life ...
W/O them, i'll juz be alone in th darkness . They're th stars i need, i wnt throw them through th nite sky coz i love them alot, i wont let them go coz they are parts of my life . if one is gone,my life would b missin something,it's like a puzzle . You need evryone of them to finish th puzzle .
& i need them all, to b around me . Coz they've completed my life .
Thnks guyz fer evryth,U guyz really touched my heart frm th beginning tht we've first met .
Forever gonna love you guyz, sincerely & faithfully .
_____, ex, th person whom I used to love, stop puttin werds into ppl's mouth, if u heard frm them den tell me, stop i think this, i think tht . Youve makin a disease here ! I seriously dont lyk your attitude, & stop sayin tht they are UR friends . They are my friends too,my loveee, I nvr snatch them away frm you kae . Stop w your nonscence seriously, your attitude is lyk a pri sch student ya knw tht ? & r u lyk in th fantasy world ? Stop being egoistic , & dont think tht wht u do is better . I knw tht you want all th credits to yourself . You knw how fcukin irritating tht is !! Kae you said to me tht farna & Yidah thinks tht im irritating or whateva if i follow dem go hre or thr or wherever they go i ikot . but they've nvr tell me tht . dont tell me tall stories can ? Dn put werds in their mouth, if they've said tht to you then fine, i'll ask dem . I want facts ! not i think this i think tht . Whts your prob. seriously ? you really need to adjust your attitude alot .
If they dont like my attitude,they can say it using their own mouth . right ?
Guyz, if you dont lyk my attitude, u can say it to me & i'll try to change .
Guyz, if you dont lyk my attitude, u can say it to me & i'll try to change .
If i cnt,den juz love me fer who i am . Its no use being my friend if you become a hypocrite or whatever . Might as well, u step out of my life juz like tht, easy right ? not talk stuff bhind my back den i found out den we argue den you dont want me to be in your life .
Isnt tht chaos ??
Its not tht im saying tht you guyz are hypocrite or whateva .
No you guyz arent . if you hate me , tell me . i dont wanna hear it from anyone else . i wanna hear it from you, whoever of you guyz pls, i dont wanna find trouble .
I really luv you guyz,all of you .
I dont wanna leave you & i dont want you to leave me,you guyz are th one tht brightened my life til th dae i close my eyes .
Love you guyz alot .
Alwaez & forever . & guyz,if thr's any prob . & u needed someone to hear out your prob,im hear fer you guyz .
Esp you Yidah,tell me if you got probs. Im hear fer you alwaez .
i want you to smile inside out not juz th outside . Dont keept it to yourself, i dont want you to be stress or hurt . Kae twinny ?
Luv you (: . Luv each & evryone of you .
If you wanna knw who are these ppl,they are in th ZaiRul property yea ? some of them i dont have their pictas .
Yours Truely one & only RuDeBoi,
ZaiRul
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009 •
& zairul blogged at 11:48 PM
iida thanx for being my twinn... my fave twiinn.. tears came rolling down, when i heard that you talk bhind my back. cried for 15 minutes.. and i was so hurt... i dunoe y i can't stop cryingg.. i really love you and i care for you alot lyk my fave, lyk my own flesh n blood sista... but this is wad i get from ya.. i dunoe if wad ur so called boyfren, said to me that... you talked things bhind my back.. i dunoe if its true or not.. but it really hurt my fragile heart, of wad i have heard from him.. please.. if you dun lyk me.. just tell str8 to my face.. i don't care if ive to go thru tears or wadeva.. if u dun wanna b my friend, but please tell me.. i need to know.. i dun want until i find out frm other ppl's mth... have you ever heard this quote? "wad goes around, comes around" ...
Farhana, thnx for being my best/fave sis.. who cares for me alot.. who is alwaes there for me whenever im facing problems.. same goes to u.. ur so called bestfriend, says that u say things bhind my back.. i dunoe if its true or not.. but deep down it really hurts me alot.. i srsly feel so foolish... so dumb... i feel lyk ive been used, and played around... thanx for playing with my feelings... i'm so upset and hurt, 4 wadeva u guyz did... coz srsly i really care for you guys... more then anione... for now, since you dun want me in your life.. fine.. i can just step out off your life.. i don't want argue.. or wadeva.. but.. srsly i will alwaes love you guys, no matter wad.. thanx for everything... i appreciate it.
kak dee and feza, thanx for being there for me.. when i needed you guys... srsly i would b nthg without you guys... you guyz are are the "light" that leads me the way.. when i get lost..
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 •
& zairul blogged at 6:18 PM
pfft,currently in ____ crib . i was supposed to go & have my hair cut & reborn along with my twinny Yidah but her momma got a last min errr ... sth ,erm idk !!! pissed off !! not her but her mom !!! SHIT !!! what am i supposed to tell my dad !! i told him by todae & i promised ! DAMN GIRL !! ok cool down,later at night when i got home,i will just go straight to my room & -.- zzzzz
just hope he or my SE - TEP MOMMA wont go into my room . well at least thr's tml . just hope th plan goes smoothly tml . well gotta go . Bye losers !;D
Yidah : Dont worry le (: Im not mad at youuu ... Its not ur fault actually,it's ur momma . haha DAMN GIRL ! (;
Monday, December 7, 2009 •
& zairul blogged at 3:11 PM
Sapp buck ? heheh,yesterdae was kinda fun .
slept late w my cuzzi Sham & Frah
we slept at around 04.45am & now i am still so tired . . .
*yawn*
took loads o' pictas but im lazy to upload,go & view my acc if u wanna see th pictas .
If not fcuk off ! haha,just joking .aniwaez,todae i'll be heading back home which is so fcuking boring . eh2 aku,nvm laa . sigh* wht to do,trying to find a new job .
my life is so miserable . Here is th things tht i wanted which i didnt get !!!
WANTED:
New phone
A laptop
New Ipod
New clothes
A JOB !!!!
NEED THEM !!!
Sunday, December 6, 2009 •
& zairul blogged at 6:09 PM
I will miss the way you look into my eyes . . .
Sapp,Mat fed-up here (: . Currently in cuzzy crib . miss them loads .
So juz went to their crib to have a visit . went Frah saw me,she gave me this sentence .
"kau mcm Mat Johor mane siak"
like wtf ?? kene Mat dari JB pa ?? baek pa gerl ?? haha,fed-up uhk fed-up !! (x
aniwaez,i went to her room & ask her whether i can use her hair straightener to see if my face suits in straight hair or should i say fringe coz i wanna reborn my fringe once i have the money & she nodded,so i tried . Mat Gagap which is Sham helped by straightening my fringe with tht "thing" . & wow it really suits my face with straight fringe . So all the credits goes to Mat Gagap coz he helped . thanks ehk bro -.- haha,so Im not gonna higlight my hair instead Im gonna reborn my fringe . Well before tht,i need comments whether my straight fringe really suits with my face
Yours sincerely,
ZaiRul
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